Been really thinking lately of the past….used to cry through the hard times some people say its not good to remember these but I think its good just don’t agonize in them because life goes on. Remembering when I used to cry myself to sleep. A lot of pain. Thoughts at the time why did they die? Did I do enough? Could I have done more? Should I have made more an effort? Should I just stay in this bed and do nothing forever?
I remember music and friends were really by my side and I found out who truly were my friends and cared.
I am listening to as I am thinking:
William Fitzsimmons I don’t feel it anymore-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7r3xnilTjUw
William Fitzsimmons So this is goodbye-https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwB56HQLFJY
Pure bless
ZenMalas 